Screaming in my ears
A lot of the time I think that it's just a dumb song stuck in my head, because of the loud screaming music that I do in fact listen to. Yet this is not a mesh of voices screaming at me it is one single voice yelling and franticly thrashing about in my head. Somehow it doesn’t burst out and create a mess around the world. Somehow it stays combined into my head screaming yelling until I crawl into the fetal position and turn into a ball of fury trying to silence that single scream. What is going to happen when I understand what that voice is saying? Will I allow it to keep up the rising volume or will I just stop living all together. Will I stop and just sob until I fall into a pitch black dream of silence or will I just do nothing and go along as though nothing major has ever occurred and I am fine all out fine? That constant sound rings almost as though it were a tune dancing in my ear teasing and scratching at the making sense or not.
You see, if only I could show you how this ringing of constant screams, maybe this might make sense, but as of right now nothing seems to come to mind on how to show you.
A lot of the time I think that it's just a dumb song stuck in my head, because of the loud screaming music that I do in fact listen to. Yet this is not a mesh of voices screaming at me it is one single voice yelling and franticly thrashing about in my head. Somehow it doesn’t burst out and create a mess around the world. Somehow it stays combined into my head screaming yelling until I crawl into the fetal position and turn into a ball of fury trying to silence that single scream. What is going to happen when I understand what that voice is saying? Will I allow it to keep up the rising volume or will I just stop living all together. Will I stop and just sob until I fall into a pitch black dream of silence or will I just do nothing and go along as though nothing major has ever occurred and I am fine all out fine? That constant sound rings almost as though it were a tune dancing in my ear teasing and scratching at the making sense or not.
You see, if only I could show you how this ringing of constant screams, maybe this might make sense, but as of right now nothing seems to come to mind on how to show you.
I know I haven't been on in what seems like forever. But um now that schools out I have all of summer to do my thinking and writing projects or whatever anyway i hope you liked it but if not I don't care!!!!!!! you don't faze me :P
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nice sammie
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